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[03 Jul 2005|09:32am]
my new LJ name is thegrapeape
add me
i already added you guys
im sick of stonewallfan
so i changed it
happy day!
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its a squeeee for a horse! Horse Squeegee! [02 Jul 2005|12:43am]
today was super fun.

i rode almost 8 miles on a bike after therapy, cleaned two bathrooms at my housethen went shopping with Em, Anna, and Emily cotton.

me and Lee went to say happy birthday to heather and brought her ice cream. she turned 20 today.

and then we got brian then went cruising for chicks. i taught them how.
then brittany and we got her and they matched!

and I am now a vegetarian and i dont eat refined sugar. so there, take that, fat! i have to lose weight. must look super hot at college.
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[01 Jul 2005|12:04am]
So amber sends me an instant message that says "are you still mad at me? Do you hate me?" and i said " I dont really want to talk to you right now"
then this was said after a few more lines i cant remember.


laughing through my tears says:
are we talking about trevor?
laughing through my tears says:
april i don't even remember what i said
piecesofapryl@aol.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
well maybe thats your problem you dont even think about it.
piecesofapryl@aol.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
you made me effing cry.
piecesofapryl@aol.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
in public
piecesofapryl@aol.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
and then you guys laughed at how mean of friends you are
laughing through my tears says:
i am sorry
laughing through my tears says:
i don't know what to do
piecesofapryl@aol.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
well maybe you can think about it for a while and get back to me. i really dont wanna talk right now because i am way braver on the internet and i know i might say some things that i regret and i dont wanna hurt you back.
laughing through my tears says:
i guess it doesn't matter
laughing through my tears says:
i am just a heartless jerk anyway
laughing through my tears says:
i will talk to you later
piecesofapryl@aol.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says:
bye
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[30 Jun 2005|10:37pm]
today me and alyssa went to scout camp to visit Matthew, and on the way back i killed a cat with my truck. I feel so dirty and i threw up a little bit.
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[30 Jun 2005|06:26pm]
Your Daddy Is Ozzy Osbourne


What You Call Him: Pa
Why You Love Him: He knows best

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[30 Jun 2005|06:15pm]
i am currently eating a fish sandwich topless and i realized that i bought navy eyeliner instead of black.

also i bought the two Best of SNL Will Ferrell dvds.

atom was peeeling onions today. i saw him. and it smelled like gas in the store.

There is a band called Atom and his package. I saw their cd and laughed really hard.

The End.
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Teh Party [29 Jun 2005|11:53pm]

Heather threw a party, and it was a masquerade party.



This is the Heatherness. She was Goth Kitty.



This is me, Ape. I was Miss Kitty.
Look at that nice tanline. haha!



This is Dinger as Jake Blues.
He even had the prison tatoos.



              B.B. and B.F.D.
We are the team of Hotness. Worship us.

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bored so im making plans [29 Jun 2005|08:30pm]
what shall i do the week my parents are gone?

Friday
Therapy at 9 am, clean up the house, go to omaha and visit Trevor, maybe visit Heather friday night because its her birthday.

Saturday
i dont know
i probably could go to stephs party, but i have to be in by midnight, and i dont know if i can afford the gas money. I will have to figure it out.

Sunday
church then probably take a drive home with someone to check on the animals and house.

Monday
Me and Trevors One Year Anniversary! Were going to the Zoo i think, then out to eat somewhere nice. then were going to Brians to see fireworks. Wheee!

Tuesday
Therapy then nothing i think

Wednesday
Come home for the day and go to therapy at 2:30

Thursday
Nothing

Friday
Therapy and parents come home, but i think i might go to lincoln because those peeps will be back from branson by then.
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[29 Jun 2005|08:29pm]
last night i ate a piece of rancid banana bread. as soon as i started chewing i knew it. so then i spit it out.
TASTE BUD- RAPE!
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[29 Jun 2005|12:23am]
I just suck at life, thats it.
an immature 18 year old who doesnt know what she wants.

so i think im gonna be an evil rebel fish and swim in the neighbors pool when they are gone. maybe even with a boy.
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[28 Jun 2005|11:39pm]
well, I hope Dinger has a fun time at cornerstone.

and Seth and co. have a fun time in Branson.

i think i will just have some wild partys at my house while everyone is gone.
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[28 Jun 2005|03:20pm]
Jackie is a punk
Judy is a runt
They both went down to Berlin, joined the Ice Capades
And oh, I don't know why
Oh, I don't know why
Perhaps they'll die, oh yeah
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[28 Jun 2005|11:51am]
hxc shows make me happy
especially when the sweaty singer grabs my mohawk and puts the mic like up to my lips then starts screaming in to it.
crazy kids.

I got to meet this kid i met online, he was like "Hey, i know you!" and i turned around and i was like "Oh yea?" and he was like "Your on my myspace." i was like oh yea!
then we hung out and i invented Muffincore.
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[27 Jun 2005|12:47pm]
i am so confused about some things right now, and i need to regroup my mind. i think maybe i should wait to regroup my mind until i get to college tho. i dont know.

Why am i such a doormat?
They made me cry in public. I sat there and took it, with tears streaming. I wish things were different, but theyre really not, in some ways, and they never will be. I wish i could just tell the truth to everybody but people would get hurt and then it would just be worse. but maybe thats would i should do, then maybe it will help me know what to do.

THEY MADE ME CRY. AND THEN THEY LAUGHED ABOUT HOW MEAN THEY ARE. They are my friends, or are they? I dont know. I just dont know. because would friends do that to goad their friend into the right thing, or is it a manipulative thing? Is it because they are jealous? Jealous of what? i dont know. Somebody would say theyre being jealous, then my parents would agree with them. Are my parents and them right?

or should i rebel against them all and keep on like i have been. I need to think for a while. I need to go out and be alone and think.
I need to talk to somebody with no biases.

and for the one person who reads this post who was there when i cried, this post is pretty vague but i think you know what i'm trying to get at. The Door. Someone should really chop down that fricken door.
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[23 Jun 2005|08:49pm]
This mid-week rambunctioning is making my life happier. I got a new haircut. I will post pictures of its gloriousness.

Last night, I went to Sokol met jackaroni there to see Ars Nova, then met Atom and Lee and went down to Ted and Wallys, Met Jamie, Dinger, Kacie, Morgan, Zach, and others there. Tony too. I liked the music. it was pretty sweet.
Then after the boys left me and jamie were going to my truck and we almost got gang raped i think. an SUV with about 7 guys in it pulled up in front of us and started yelling at us and I hyperventilated and ran away. And then i went back outside to find Jamie i couldnt find her i thought she got raped. but she didnt.

A real drunk sweaty guy came into the show started rockin out it was funny.
Me and Jamie got chinese food at Hyvee at 2 in the morning. it was tastey.
Today was a nice day, i went to Home Depot and bought a lamp (I Love Lamp) and trevor wasnt feeling well so we went home to his house and took a nap. i remember something was really funny i dreamt about. i cant remember what. it was about Jamie im pretty sure.
Then we went to the mall and i bought some dorm stuff

Then i took him back home, went to Nobbies for some stuff for Claires masquerade party, and i locked my keys AND cell phone in the truck.
so i borrowed a girls cell phone and called triple A. they came and helped me.

Im gonna be so hawt. wearing a tea length 50s prom dress, its black with white polka dots and gonna be a keekat with a sequin bowtie-collar and atoms keekat ears, white mask, the kind thats just over your eyes. i couldnt find any whiskers. that would suck to glue on whiskers to your face so i dont think i will.

Im sooo excited! Dingers going with me too he's gonna be Jake Blues and Trevor is gonna be Someone in Disguise with the black rimmed glasses with nose and moustache, his bowler hat and a vest

jamie was gonna dress up like a homeskooler but i dont think she is now.
if anybody wants to go, talk to me. i mean, if you know claire or heather. or even if you dont and you want to. they would like people to come. you must bring a desert tho.
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[21 Jun 2005|01:56pm]
seth, Amber, and Rachel are going to Branson on june 29-july 5th.
i reeally really wanna go, BUT July 4th is me and trevors anniversary.
so i dont think i should.
maybe i could go for 4 days and come back on july 3rd or something.
hmmm.
also, Dinger, if you read this, do you wanna go with us and come back with me on the 3rd maybe?
maybe that is a good idea. its like 10 bucks a night.

for those of you that are bored tomorrow night, come to Ted and Wallys on 12th street, downtown, for a 5 dollar show. The Atlas and Unwed Sailor is playing. i'll prolly hang out late so come with me.
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[17 Jun 2005|04:59pm]
i ate some gummi roadkill today

and had a GREAT time in the truck with atom and trevor.

no, its totally not what you think.
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[17 Jun 2005|01:38am]
Trevor got into a car accident today, and he is relatively ok
he was at a stoplight behind a guy, and a woman going around 50 mph rear ended him, sending him into the guy in front of him
he did have to go to the ER but thankfully not on a stretcher. They say he has whiplash
Atom was a hero and went stayed with him at the scene.

he is having shoulder and neck pain. they said nothing is broken though, which i am thankful for.
Hopefully this wont be hard to recover from and it wont screw up his work.

im gonna go see him tomorrow and i made him some cookies. his parents are out of town the weekend, so we all should check on him randomly to see if he's ok
cos i wont staying with him though jordan is.

Trevor when you read this i love you i hope you sleep well.
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[11 Jun 2005|03:29pm]


Well I wish i had a parachute, cos i'm falling back for you
I can see the ground approaching now, Dont know what i'm gonna do.
I feel like a pinata, Won't you take a swing at me
If you crack the shell open I think you will find something sweet.
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